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[Jan 29  - 4:22p]
[ mood | scared ]

Omg he can't die he can't die..... my baby can't die....

Tazzy was doin that thing where he acts all limp and sickly and walks off-balanced like he's drunk again.... I got really scared this time and called my mom... while i was waiting for her to call me back i was crying like a baby.... i called pat and left a msg for him to call me back, tryin not to sound like i was cryin.... i dun think he's home to get the msg tho... sok.... anyway mom called the vet and got me in (thank god) at 3:15. I took him down and they checked him out. they think it's an inner ear infection that is throwin him off balance... they gave me dropper meds and pills to give him twice a day and said if he doesnt start feelin better within a few days to bring him back for bloodwork. the nurse said to give him a dose of each med as soon as i get home then one before bed so he gets two for the day. i got him home and called my aunt for advice... she had me crush up the half pill in tuna and he ate that just fine... the prob came when i had to do the liquid. he was PISSED. he knew what was coming when i held him in a towel and got the dropper out. he freaked... i think i got 3/4 of the dropper in his mouth... since he spit some out... not bad for having to do it by yourself (he's a very strong, fiesty cat even tho he's so skinny).. of course he took a big slice out of my hand but that's the price i have to pay.... i told him he was getting every dose of his meds whether he liked it or not.

so, he peed on me on the way to the vets. so i'm gonna do throw my jeans in the wash and get some new clothes on then go get my hairdye and the stuff my mom needs from the store.


i don't want my baby to die.

2 dreams | dream for me

[Jan 27  - 4:47p]
[ mood | worried ]

I'm upset... My sis is falling into the depression I've been working to get myself out of... and it's pulling me down... I don't want her to be so sad. I want her to be happy.

Linly - Please don't do anything drastic. I love you. Talk to me, please; I am always here for you. I've been there and I partially still am. I might not know what to say but I can listen. I want to help. I don't know what else I can do from this far away. If I had the means I'd come down there right now, you know that. But if all I can do is buy numerous phone cards and call and cry with you, then I will. I can't stand watching you go through this without being there. I just can't. I lay in my bed at night and think of you and cry, wishing I could be a better sister. Wishing I could help you. I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you. You've stuck by me unconditionally for so many years, if it weren't for you I might not've stuck it out as long as I have. Others have tried to help me, but no one has helped nearly as much as you did. You were always there to listen and offer advice and cry with me and help me to cheer up, something I've rarely found here. I love you more than anything, and I just wish there was something I could do. Think of our good times, try to smile... Remember Isaac the banana man? JHtheSxyPrnoGeek, MattIsAFrsBDood, Angels, the orange obsession, the "teacher" thing, heaven/hell, gay nsync, Kevin chained to the cloud, Lil Nicky, our rock, JuJu w/ horns, tag teamin w/ Jeff and Matt, Edge and Christian, kitties, hating Lita, AJ + D, our "necklaces", Calvin the fly and Marissa the ladybug, New Years 2000, Ray's Boom Boom Room, sneakin online so parents don't catch us, strippers, etc... No one else will understand it but I know you will... It made me smile, I hope it did for you too... I love you sis. LA + JA: Sisters for life; Best friends for eternity.


Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

2 dreams | dream for me

[Jan 27  - 4:04p]
[ mood | bored ]


dream for me

[Jan 23  - 9:04p]
[ mood | aggravated ]

People suck!

Ergh school sucked today.

Damn semester change.

Damn two study halls.

Damn guidence office.

Ah, Fuck.

Yay Matt and John, winners of Tough Enough III. Can't wait to see Matt on Raw or Smackdown :)

Yay for Jeff Hardy cause he's just hot.

Yay for Al Snow cause me and Sher think his old character was kewl.

Yay for Head. Yay.


What does everybody want?

What does everybody need?

What does everybody love?


1 dream | dream for me

[Jan 19  - 5:17p]
[ mood | tired ]

I worked this morning... Right now I have nothing to do and I'm bored so I'm just sitting around..

Stopped into SnS yesterday after work and went back to the deli to say hi. It's so funny how I get there and say hi to Sandy and she goes "KRRRRIIIIIISSSS!" as if she knows. Haha. She does. I'm sure either she figured it out or he told her. I saw Jen :-D Sat on break with her and the new girl they obviously hired to replace me.

oh oh oh Linly's getting a lip ring! :-D h_h I'ma try to save up to come down to TX this summer to see you. I dunno how well I'ma do since I need tires and everything else. But I'll try.

Ok that's all for now. See ya!


Linly - I saw this commercial for I think virgin mobile? And the girl's in the back seat with a guy and she goes "Oh dan" and he goes "It's Howard!" and she says "Oh Howard!"... I thought of you. LoL

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